Monday, May 25, 2009

American Idol Season 8 FINALE

Hey all.

I'm actually at the company now, in the training room doing UAT aka
User Acceptance Testing now. And to my suprise, I CAN ONLINE HERE WTF LOL!

Even though I'm not suppose to online.. I think.

Blah whatever. lol I usually cannot online. Can you blame me? lol

Anyways, the FINALE of American Idol!

So cute!

It aired LIVE on Astro on that day, but it's at 8:30am, which is my working time. =( I even asked my sis NOT to watch it because if she watched it earlier when I didn't, it wouldn't be fun for her. The excitment is gone. lol

I was freakin' worried the whole day. How will Adam do? Can he win this?

And then my sister sms-ed me telling me that her friend told her the result. LOL.

But from the way she's talking, I kinda know who the winner is already, but I'm not sure yet so, yeah.

Then dramatically, the skies went like, really REALLY dark and it started to rain.

I was like, omg, please don't tell me it's a bad sign.

And I was self-plurking(with Microsoft Outlook's Notes, lol how sad) about please don't let karma get me now coz at the beginning of the season there was this clip showing these little fan girls(age 13+ I think) screaming like mad "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO *SCREAMS OF TERROR* NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!" when David Archuleta lost. lol And I was like LOL HAHAHHAHA CRY LITTLE GIRLS CRY FOR THE LITTLE BOY WHO LOST!!(No offence I wasn't a fan of Archuleta's but I think he's ok now =3) But you have to admit, that scene was really funny for a non-Archie fan. lol

But now I feel so worried that I WILL BE LIKE THEM!! O_O

I even self-plurked my predictions of how I would react when the result is out, whether when Adam won, or Adam lost.

I predicted if Adam won, I would either:-

1. Scream like mad of happiness, like always. OR
2. Be stoned as I'm too happy to make any sound.

Then if Adam lost, I predicted that I would DEFINATELY SCREAM like a mad fan girl and will go on a killing rampage. lol Like the Archie fans(I meant the screaming).

On 5.20+pm, I immediately drove my car and rushed back home to catch this historical moment.

I'm not going to go through all performances, just some that is memorable to me. =3

Kris and Adam was all dressed in white(yay my prince on a white horse x3) and they were later joined by the remaining Top 13 to perform Pink's So What.

Somehow it sound kinda HSM-ish for me for you. lol

Then there's the Golden Idol Awards.

The first was Outstanding Male. And the nominees are... A guy who sang Mad World(I cannot remember his name la WIL KUNICK! Thanks Swei. LOL!), Michael Gurr, Elijah Scarlett and Nick Mitchel.


Any flashback of him makes me laugh till I die. YOU GUYS SHOULD GO YOUTUBE MICHAEL GURR.

Elijah was darn funny also LOL. He has his damn low voice that Paula said "You just gave me an idea, you can do voice casting. Like movies that has monsters in them."


Nick Mitchel aka Norman Gentle won btw.

Hmm and what else.

Oh there was Fergie and the Top 5 girls. Damn Megan looks beautiful.

And Boom Boom Pow Black Eye Peas was awesome on stage! They brought life to the show. lol

OK ENOUGH. ADAM's TURN. (I skipped talking about a lot of performance ok? Coz I'm not really interested with them.)

Adam sang a really beautiful song, a beautiful ballad, which I have no idea what song it is that time. He was wearing this fake wings or shoulder thingy that I was like wtf it's like he's having his own concert LOL.

The moment was so beautiful I nearly cried because it sound like the winning song(than No Boundries. Ugh.) and he looks like a winner.

Ah, my winner. x3

And then suddenly Adam said

"Ladies and gentlemen, KISS!!"

Oh. My. F. GOD.




Me and my sis was like WTFFFFF KISS?!!! KISS?!!! ON AMERICAN IDOL?!!


lol for those who don't know KISS might not know why izit such a big deal, but they had been rocking the stage since 1972. Even when I wasn't born.

Oh yeah, and these 2 guys, Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley, are at their late 50s. Gene 59, Paul 57. SEE HOW THEY ROCKED?


Check out the platform boots.

I dare you to wear that and rock the stage. lol

This was EPIC! My sis and I was screaming like mad throughout the performance and I'm not sure if the neighbours DIDN'T hear anything. It was really REALLY loud. lol Epic indeed.

Oh Kris performed with Keith Urban. He's cute. lol

Seriously how many people gets to perform with KISS, and actually ROCKED?

My dad also said that THIS is THE BEST performance EVER, not only Best Adam performance, but THE BEST performance of all 8 seasons till now.

And I believe it will be the best EVER. =D

The third and last award(I skipped one award) was Outstanding Females.

I really don't remember the names coz they don't interest me at all, but there's this one girl that made me laughed. Ok more like her mom that made me laughed. She said she will still be positive if she didn't make it through the audition. She DIDN'T make it through. And then she was like complaining that she don't get another chance to sing and she's a better singer than many of the past contestants. (She was wearing heavy makeup btw) Her mum even said "This is the next American Idol." And then she sang Because of You by Kelly Clarkson and OMG IT WAS HORRID. BUT what makes it funny was, HER MUM WAS MOVING TO HER SINGING! LIKE IT'S A VERY PLEASANT SONG!!

If I was her mum I'd stop her from singing and embaressing herself infront of live TV.

Tatiana Del Toro, the drama queen, won btw. I think she's interesting to watch. =D

And the last and final performance was Adam and Kris, along with suprise guest - QUEEN!

Omg what is up with legends showing up on stage? lol

They performed "We are the Champions".

There's so many awesome performance that I actually lost the nervousness.

Oh ya Kris won btw.

Conrats to Kris!

Ok as the result was announced, my reaction wasn't screaming like a mad fan girl, but I was too stonned to do anything, so I cried. Heart brokened.

I wanted to scream like how I predicted, but lol, I can't.

I just cried and cried and cried.

Even though I didn't 100% believe that Adam is going to win, but still I had hopes that he will.
After it was announced I just walk away, I don't even wanna see Kris sing the winning song.

I was like this is friggin NOT FAIR.


MANY of the fans of other contestants who HATES Adam actually planned to vote for Kris, just because they dislike Adam. You can say I'm lying but it's the truth. I'm not saying all though.

People who don't know what's really happening can just shut up and do some research before you start to talk like you know everything.

I'm not blaming Kris, I'm blaming people who vote for him not because of supporting him, but for the sake of kicking Adam off.

But what has happened has already did, so I don't care anymore.

It still upsets me that he didn't win though.

Now that he lost, more and more bad things about Adam by other fans could be seen. And it really REALLY annoys me. So actually Kris fans you CANNOT blame Adams fans for being mean. There ARE Kris fans that insult Adam. I know there are Adam fans that insult too that makes it a DRAW. I don't understand why people kept saying that Adam fans has the worst attitude bla bla bla. GO TO YOUTUBE AND BE SUPRISED HOW MANY NEGATIVE THINGS COMMENTED.

Especially those who say things like "ADAM IS GAY HAHAHAHHA" Seriously WTF?

Kris fans really can't fully blame Adam fans for being mean really. The other fans was really mean to Adam. So yeah.

I don't even hate Kris. I just want to see Adam win, because obviously he's a better and unique singer. I'm not saying Kris isn't good. He's quite amazing actually - he plays the piano, guitar AND viola! And instruments from the strings family(violin) is NOT easy.

And I hate fake saints that goes like "We shouldn't hate Kris because Adam didn't won and we must love and accept Kris because that's what Adam would do". Sorry to say but we're different individuals so we have different opinions.

Bla but what has happen has already did. lol

Congrats again to Kris. =)



Monday, May 18, 2009

American Idol Talk 090518


Yes, it is now down to Adam-my love-Lambert and Kris Allen. lol

I seriously thought it would be a Adam-Danny Finale, but suprise suprise. Kris appeared. lol

After the Top 3 results show, Danny fans went crazy. Especially after the favouritism by Katy Perry, who came out performing with an elvis-inspired costume with Adam's name on the cape. Lol I was pretty shocked myself.

Well, she's human too, don't she get to show her love for her favourite? lol

And then more drama appeared when Danny fans claimed that there were Adam fans who supposingly appeared in the forums and ask them(or worse, BEG) to vote for Adam.

I would seriously love to know who the hell those so-called fans are and kick their asses. Stupid fans. It's your job to vote. They have their favourites, they have their own choice. Heck if Adam was out last time and some fan of other contestants(let's say, Lil Rounds coz I don't like her much) asks me to vote for her.


And there was some idiotic Adam fans, as I seen A LOT everywhere(not on the forums though), insulting Danny with bad names.

However, you can't fully blame Adam fans really. There are ALOT of Danny/Kris/Allison/blablabla fans that insults Adam like crazy. Even worst then the other contestants

1. Because he's gay.
2. Because he's favoured.
3. Because he screams in every song.

Holy fck I don't call that screaming. Those "screams" are music to my ears thank you very much. I've been wondering for so long WHYYYYYYY isn't there anyone that sings like that nowadays. All I hear is Kanye West and Rihanna. Sien. Not my kind of music. I love Rock, especially those like Aerosmith and X Japan. And they do "screaming", that I love so so much.

He's favoured because he's somebody you don't see like everyday and he's really good at what he's doing. It's like the best student in a class usually being favoured by teachers.

And I don't even want to talk about the gay issue.

And so, Danny fans are planning to vote for Kris.

And the "war" kinda started.

However things got better as someone from our forums went over and apologized, representing us. I didn't really like the idea coz you know, if the plan failed, it would be worst than ever, this might happen.


and then Adam fans will go like,


I'm glad that didn't happen and things became better. =) I hate the drama.

Another thing is... I made something for Adam,

but I have not enough time and money to make and send it to Adam.

That's kinda disappointing, I was hoping to see him wear it on the finale though. lol

BUT, on the bright side, if he EVER came to Malaysia, I'll give it to him in person, AND THAT'S AWESOME!! =D

Ah~ x3 Dream on. lol



P/S: VOTE FOR ADAM!!!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah me and my friend Jerica made this site.

MyGlambert - Malaysia Adam Lamber Fan Site Lol I love Adam. x3

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Day 15, aaaannnddd a liittttllleee abit of random stuffs <3

Oh so it's been almost half a month already? Another 5 months+ to go =/

Still didn't dare to talk much. lol

As you can see, I look dead tired. lol

Anyway there was this departmental meeting today, where EVERYONE in that department has to attend. And the location is non other than the meeting room I'm originally in.

Then it happened I was sitting beside the chairperson.

Correct me if I'm wrong but I thought the person that brings out the topics and jots down the discussed points is the secretary? The email says that the guy beside me is the chairperson but he's the one doing all the things secretary does. Weird.

Then the first topic of the day was INTRODUCING THE NEW STAFF. And oh wow. Suprised me - self introduction from the trainees.

I was like what the f? It's like so sudden. I hate introducing myself and I'm bad at speaking. I turn back to look at Sirn Loong, who is the other TARC trainee along with me, and he gives me a sign to let me go first.

I was like, oh crap.

Self introduction. This is simple right? Just talk a little bit about yourself.


"Hi everyone, my name is Xue Ying but you can call me Jas. Nice to meet you all even though I spend most of my time inside here away from outside, and I have problems speaking."

*people laughing coz lol, "I have problems speaking". That's not a right way to put it isn't it?*

"Ya la! Problems speaking because I'm not used to interact with others, and I'm a bit shy and will be very quiet... So please bear with me. And nice to meet you all."

And that ends my introduction.

I hope that people knows I have talking problems now. lol

Being in an actual meeting really makes me learn a lot of things. Because the things that were discussed were all facts and I know it will be very useful for me someday when I work. Even though there are somethings that I don't understand, I didn't care much coz it's not my problem. lol I listened to them and try to understand it anyways.

Oh yeah and I ALWAYS thought that meetings was going to be how I saw it at dramas. All of them were dressed formally and smartly and all of them was like dead serious. No laughs what so ever. But mine was like, it was serious, but there wasn't a lot of tension inside the room. In fact it was kinda cozy as everyone squeezed inside this small meeting room. lol

HOWEVER. IT WAS FREEZING. I was sitting just opposite the aircond and it was blowing and blowing and I was actually SHIVERING. I wonder if anyone noticed. I heard the chairperson's stomach grumbling. =x

And omg I must mention this cute colleague that is at my team. He's just sooooo cute when he giggles and laughs that he lightens up my mood when he smile. lol Seriously adorable. I hope he won't find out coz I heard guys don't like girls saying they are cute? But I think cute's good. =D I like cute guys. Like Adam. xD


Do you seriously I will NOT talk about Adam after how much he rocked YESTERDAY?

Like Adam, this is my fav theme yet! ROCK WEEK. I'm glad Rat Pack Week is over coz it bores me to death.

And their mentor was non other than, the awesome Guns N' Roses's SLASH.

I never really listen to Guns N' Roses's songs but I know they are awesome, heck, WHO'S A BIG FAN OF ROCK BUT DOESN'T KNOW GUNS N ROSES?

Anyway a very quick comment, if possible.

The first performance was by ADAM! Holy f I tried to leave ASAP from work coz I know he's going to perform first AND I'M NOT GOING TO MISS ANYTHING.

So I rushed back from work and reached home at 5:50pm. =D I even have the time to bath. lol


Before the performance there was a video showing him with Slash during the mentoring. Adam said he wants to kill this performance.

No doubt it did IT WAS BRILLIANT!!

Simon says "The only problem is, nobody can top that now."


Allison's performance was disappointing. Bad song choice. =(

Then it was the first pair of duet. Guess what, KRIS AND DANNY.


Can the singing can be any boring-er?

But I like Kris though, even though he didn't have the voice, he tries to be in the mood and that's good coz it's ROCK! You gotta have the strong emotions! Danny on the other hand was dull as boring. lol

HELLO? WHICH PART OF ROCK WEEK DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? At least Kris wears a leather jacket! Check out the pants and the boots. I seem people did that and rocked. People whose name starts with A and ends with dam. It just makes him look weird with THAT SHIRT and wearing the pants and boots THAT WAY. AND LOOSE THE EFFING GLASSES.

Then it was Kris. Not bad! He sang "Come Together" by The Beatles. Michael Jackson covered that too. =D Suprisingly not bad.

And I though Danny's gonna do good too coz he has that raspy voice that COULD work.

And oh my horror. To my effing horrible horrorness, he desperately tried to scream like Adam. AND FAILED. (He was singing an AEROSMITH SONG. STEVEN TYLER AEROSMITH.)

MUST WATCH!! 12 seconds only!

THAT is what I call FREAKY.

Well duh I KNOW that isn't his genre but there are A LOT of other rock songs, like slow rock, would've been SO MUCH BETTER.


This has been my DREAM PAIR of duets ever since I like them both. I love rock after all. lol

At least WE KNOW they're performing ROCK.

Oh how I wish I was Allison.

Oh AND. I VOTED FOR ADAM!! Seriously! Well my sis voted actually BUT I ASKED HER TO!

So here's the way. *LOOK HERE SWEI AND JERICA*

1. Download Gizmo5 AT HERE
2. Register yourself.
3. Wait for like 12pm(+8gmt) and dial the number that was given in the forums.
4. To make it to dial fast, add it as a contact(you know, like skype).
5. You will hear something like, "thank you for voting for contestant #...", which means your vote is through!

Don't tell me that this is cheating and I'm not American bla bla bla I don't freakin' care. American Idol has 2 meaning, 1, he's American's Idol and 2, he's an Idol from America.

And I'm voting no matter what!

I was just searching for that Danny x Kris pic and I saw THIS STUPID COMMENT on Adam on this pic.

That *TOOT* *TOOT* said,

"Great Picture , Kris Danny and Allison look so nice and genuine there standing with slash smiling all cute , Then someone just doesn't fit in as much"

Are you kidding me? That SOMEONE is the ONLY ONE that FITS IN. What's with all the smiling CUTE while your doing ROCK? There's no smiling nerdy sweet IN ROCK. Plus Slash isn't really smiling "all cute"-ly.

And this Top 3 pic.

They call him the "dark horse".

For me it looks like he's already the winner, where the space separates the ones that will be out. lol But Adam looks kinda stiff there. Must be sad that Allison went home. =(




Friday, May 1, 2009

American Idol Talk 090430


And THIS is your BOTTOM TWO.


As a big fan of Adam's, I was screaming and shouting non stop like an idiotic fan girl I used to hate. It's all biting back at me now as I'm just like them now!

BOTTOM TWO! NOT EVEN BOTTOM THREE! Really a shocker for all seriously.

I BLAME THE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T VOTE. Seriously IF you really love him like you guys say you do, why didn't you vote? Or vote like once? Don't go complaining if you didn't do your part! Don't go saying "it's their choice who and how much they wanted to vote" to me, coz the whole Adam Lambert fanbase is talking about this issue and most of them had gone crazy like me now. =/

I then called my dad when I saw he was at the bottom 3, my dad say this is just a TV show tactic to let people to be more concern from this show. Well it worked. Now the whole world of American Idol followers has gone mad.

Well except for people who was against Adam, they are probably laughing their butts off.

One thing I didn't like about Adam's performance is the song choice. Not the song choice I had in mind but he worked it. Damn he looks so mysterious, so sexy and SO seductive and the whole rat pack big band thing suited him so much and brings out so much of his hotness. x3

**Just heard the studio version of it and he's BRILLIANT!!**

Jerica's siggy from the forums

And he's the only one with WHITE suits! Black is so boring. lol

ADAM FANs from AMERICA! IF you wanna make your days interesting continued by a few more weeks, VOTE FOR ADAM or you'll spend time watching AI with no excitement around. Unless you count Danny Gokey as your excitement. lol

VOTE FOR ADAM!! For people like me who can't vote will just feel useless seeing Adam there in the bottom 2. =(

Don't vote for him if you want to see this gorgeous smile disappear like forever.

ROCK'N'ROLL next week, prepare to die Danny and Kris! It's Adam and Allison's genre!



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