Friday, October 31, 2008

Web Cam Pix 1

Hey! Finally got some motivation to blog something. lol 30 cents increased. =x Hey 30 cents is still money! Increased a bit still mean increased!!

Anyway I've been browsing through my picture folder to see whether if I can find something to blog about. I wanted to blog about things that I took with my camera phone but meh, it's not the end of 2008 yet so it's not really suitable to do a recap of the whole year right?

And then I saw the Webcam pic folder.

It's been so long since I used a webcam, and before I ever own a camera phone I actually took pictures with them to blog at my old blog. How sad. lol

There's many pictures but I chose almost 50 pictures to blog about. lol Will blog in 3 parts 'cause it might be quite boring with flash backs and stories.

Ok now, first picture.

FUCK! UGH! Everything was wrong with this picture of mine! The hair, the specs! THE STUPID SMILE(eventhough I still smile like that sometimes...)!!! Well this was during 2006. UGH. ONLY ONE WORD! EW! At my old house. =D


This is my old hp, Nokia 8250. lol The phone cover originally belonged to Reiko but now it's mine. xD

The part where I can hang phone accessories broke. Why? Scroll down.

This is why! YAY PHONE ACCESSORIES!! I would've do the same too if it wasn't for that traumatic moment where all my phone accessories mysteriously dropped and disappear forever. =( It's DAMN TRAUMATIC CAN? Each phone accessory has deep meanings!! It feels like part of me is gone. =(

Well, let's continue.

An oynx bracelett and a friendship bracelett made by Qi. That oynx bracelett is one of the things that I never took off and never will in my life. I didn't wanna take that friendship bracelett off too but the string was loose so have to take it off before it breaks. =( It's still safely kept though. ^^

I HATE PRE-CALCULUS!! Seriously, ask most of my coursemates! All of them hate this stupid subject as well. The fail rate for this subject is higher than the usual subjects and I have no idea WHY. And to make it worse I never learnt add maths so this subject was like HELL. lol The first time I took this exam I used only ONE PAGE of the whole answer booklett. Oh wait I mean half page. Hah.

Happy after solving problem for once.

LOL This is a trick of the scientific calculator. Change it to base mode, make sure it is in decimal(DEC) mode, then type 793505. Click the "=" then click HEX! AND U WILL GET..... THAT.

Studying Tamadun Islam at Diploma Year 1 Sem 3.

The lecturer says that this chapter is damn popular and is guaranteed to come out in the exam. BUT NO!! IT DIDN'T CAME OUT!!

Died from studying.

My Pokemon comic books. I only have 3 back then. Now I have 25 and increasing.

lol I forgot how I take this pic. I think that glow is the finger blocking the view or something. lol. Ugh hideous.

Making iced milo. =D

Milo + coffeemate. It used to taste good coz my ex recommends it. lol

I got 2 curry powder packets in one maggie curry once. =D

MANTOU! Taste super nice. xD

I kena the liquid from the thermometer. SCARED ME TO DEATH CAN??! I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE coz I heard that mercury kills. Them my friend Aira told me that mercury is silver in color so that's not mercury. -_-

Finally got a hair cut after that hideous hair.

That's all for today.




Wednesday, October 29, 2008

High School Musical 3

During Deepavali, me and my sis went to watch High School Musical 3.

I've been a really big fan of High School Musical ever since I saw the first movie at Disney Channel. Eh no not when I first saw the movie, is the first time I saw the commercial of the movie, I'm already in love with it. Why? It haz musical! =D

The story is mainly about a guy name Troy Bolton, who is the hero of the East High High School by being the captain of the very proud basketball team - The East High WildCats. One they he met a girl, Gabriella Montez during a New Year Party and was forced to sing a duet with her. And his story of discovering his love for singing and how he decides to choose between basketball and drama.

I love their songs. ALL OF THEM!! Well the songs from the 2nd movie isn't as good as the 1st one, but it's still good! But this recent one rocks so much!!

Great movie, great compositions of songs, good looking actors/actresses. Yay! xD

Oh yes and the main chars, Troy and Gabriella are couples, on screen and off screen. How nice! They look so good together!! Like a modern fairytale, a prince and princess. xD

And I'm listening to their soundtrack now. FANTASTIC!! LOVE 'EM!!

Totally recommended by me! =D

Sharing one of my fav the songs in the movie(I have no favorites!), Can I Have This Dance by Troy and Gabriella. So much LOVE!! (Damn bad quality of the video though)



Sunday, October 26, 2008

Imagine Cup

OMG guess what?

I, KuroKei, actually participated in the Microsoft Imagine Cup!!

Imagine Cup is an annual competition sponsored and hosted by Microsoft Corp. which brings together young technologists worldwide to help resolve some of the world's toughest challenges. Primarily a software design competition, it enlists teams of four within the high school and collegiate levels to submit software solutions addressing a specifically provided theme.

Young technologist. Me? LOL

So as the quote said, we have to solve the world's toughest problem using technology.
Gender equality, HIV/Aids, and 6 more other problems.

One of my classmate is the person in charge of the Imagine Cup registration thingy, and since most of my classmates is participating, and also me myself has the sudden weird urge to participate, I did. lol

Well actually it's not sudden la. I figured if I participated in this, this might help me in my career and also, my final year project. Participating means that I get to start my final project earlier. That's great right?

Except for one problem.

I have no idea what am I suppose to do in this Imagine Cup thingy.

People who participate in this competition are usually geniuses or students who get super good grades, there was one year, a student same course with me participated, got 2nd runner up in Malaysia, and he is now working at Microsoft(if not mistaken? o.o). Another guy, who is also same course with me, participated later and his team won 1st runner up. He is well known as the top student and was darn active in college. Oh yeah and now he's the Microsoft Student Ambassador.

And me? I'm just a normal student with 2.43 CGPA. Plus you don't see me talking about technology stuffs. Right? I mean have you seen my blog talking about technology stuffs? The new motherboard or RAM or software bla bla bla? NO!! NOT EVEN ONCE!!

I laugh at myself for partcipating but hey, at least I won't regret why didn't I took part right?

And we'll be attending workshops, might develop some skill and design a awesome software. lol Oh the category I'll be taking part is software design. Along with my subordinates Calvius and Kame. LOL Yes I'm the ahem, leader. =D But just the name only la. lol

Oh ya and my team name is Crea-chii. LOL Try to figure out what it means. =p

We'll just have to do our best. =3



P/S: I'm gonna change my RAM, get a new motherboard and a hdd. Omg I'm talking about technology! OoO!!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sit ON a car

Ever wanna try sit on top of the car's front while it's driving and feel the cool wind blow through your hair while you're cruising? Sounds cool right?


Still wanna try it? =D

LOL cannot tahan. Happened at my college even. Need to share with you all. xD



Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Happy Birthday Kim-chan!!


I see that you receive really nice presents!! =3 Too bad no Cinnamoroll so I give you this picture. xD Imagine if this world is full of Cinnamorolls like THAT PICTURE!! LOL

So cute. X3

Hope you will dream of him with thousands of Cinnamorolls. =3

Oh yeah I found this at MA Kingdom then Comic Fiesta.

JAPAN CHARITY FIESTA AND BAZAAR! Seems like a lot of interesting things in there, like yukata fitting!! O_O I wanna try even though I have one already. lol Surely there will be people guiding you to wear it the right way. =3

And then there's the thing where you scoop up gold fishes, and they will be selling cartoon character masks too like how you see it in japanese dramas/animes/etc.

Sounds interesting right? xD But need to pay to go in. RM12 if you bought it advance and RM15 if you bought it at that day.

lol I sound like advertising this event already. Just click on the picture to find out more la. Or ask me if you want. lol

Might be going. =D

Today is also a lovely day, with the exception of having an urge to punch someone and push someone to fall on the ground and pull his hair. lol >=D

Blog the happy stuff at Ameblo. =3 'Coz it's a secret. ;D

See ya!



Friday, October 17, 2008

Exam results for Sem 1

Hello everyone. Today was suppose to be a really great day. You know why?

I passed all my papers for the last semester!! Hard work really paid off huh?

But I didn't get A for the Music Appreciation subject, that's too bad. =(

Why did I say suppose? Well I was defeated by someone's show off. Not exam results. Something else. Don't wanna scold anything here. Let's just say that I hate him(Ah hah! A him! Got a hint already.) and he's off my best friend list(Ah! Another hint!).

Oh yeah and another happy news for me!

For those who didn't know, I took SPM paper for Bahasa Melayu. I only got a pass during SPM so my mum want me to go retake BM for credit so that I'll be easier to find a job at the government. lol

I was hoping I'll get like C because my BM is horrible and I'll be lucky if I get C.

But I got 3B instead. =D

Yay for me!!

But that doesn't make me forget that anger. Pfft. Show off.

Well, gotta continue to work hard for this semester! See ya~



Oh yeah I found this in the college toilet today.

LOL. I brought it out but it doesn't seem like it wants to leave. o.o Calvius say that it is waiting for the mouse to come out of the hole. LOL

Thursday, October 16, 2008

-in a good mood-

Hello my lovely readers~!!

Because today I'm in such a good mood, I will blog. LOL

What should I blog about? Hmm~

Oh it's an old thing but I should introduce you to my bf. He's so good looking and has a really awesome voice. X3

Alright! Meet Hayashi Yoshiki!

MUAHAHAHA VIRTUAL BOYFRIEND. Wtf xD This is call Web-Kare, which means web boyfriend. It's a Japanese dating simuilation, ONLINE. O_O You get to choose one of the 4 guys and develop you relation by clicking him. LOL

I choose the teacher, who looks and sounds lovely. X3 And named him Yoshiki. lol

Nothing much actually, I just like to drool over his sweet voice and melted by his words! xD

And the only thing that happens is the increase of percentage of affection and if you're lucky, some events.

Just now I got a event which is NOT from Web-Yoshiki! O_O

OMG, it appears that I could get more than 1 web kare if my kare and another friend's kare have great trust with each other. LOL.

I named him Ootani Atsushi(大谷 敦士), which is a character from Lovely Complex. 'Cause both of them love basketball but is short. hahaha

Virtual boyfriends. Kinda sad right. lol

A few days ago, I discovered another really interesting thing! xD

And that is MEROMERO PARK!!~

It's a place where you can adopt little creatures, like this.

And grow them into creatures like this.

This is not fully grown yet though. lol Meet my Meroroppi! XD!!

You have to feed it everyday and make friends, and grow it into a lovely mero! You can dress it up and buy stuffs to decorate it's room.

This is how my Meroroppi looks like now.

Click to enlarge

I'm gonna make it a strawberry room!! XD

Oh yeah you have to put the blog parts in the blog, so that it can eat it. O_O I don't really know what that means but you have to blog in order to let it grow. But the problem is, they doesn't consume English. So I blogged in another Japanese blog, but it's mostly nonsense 'cause my Japanese sux so I'm keeping the blog a secret. =p

Well that's all I think.

Ah, what a lovely day it had been. =3

Lot's of love,


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Tagged by Hana

Wei~ Kena tagged again ah! LOL Ok la nah. Done.

01 Name ::: Kurosaki Kei. =D lol My real name ask my friends la. LXY.

02 Sex ::: Female

03 Email address :::

04 Birthdate ::: 22/11/87

05 Family ::: Father, mother, my sis and me.

06 Height ::: 167cm i guess.

07 Weight ::: 55kg? D=

08 Something good about yourself ::: Erm. None. =(

09 Something bad about yourself ::: Wah too many till I dunno how to list out. lol

10 Describe your personality in one word ::: Crazy.

11 Celebrities that you like ::: Yoshiki X Japan. xD

12 Songs you like ::: Any genres especially rock and classical except r&b and techno.

13 Fav. Season ::: Winter even though I never been through them lol

14 Game you’re good at ::: Hmm. o2jam I guess, but it's bankrupt. =(

15 My ideal woman or man ::: Cute, caring, nice, funny, loves me. lol And nice hair. Yeah. =D Oh yeah and better to be taller than me. =3 Hmm what else. lol Ah can accept for the person I am, and loves the stuff I love. =3 I think there is more but I can't think of it now. lol High requirement eh? That's why I'm single. =x

16 If you have to choose between same age/older/younger?:: Older.

17 Your mood right now ::: Lalala~ Sweet? *listening to Amai Koibito - Soichi Negishi(Detroit Metal City anime/movie)*

18 What you have in your pocket right now ::: Empty

19 Sleeping out ::: Nope

20 Alcohol tolerance ::: I don't take alcohol.

21 Drinking habits ::: No.

22 How old were you the first time you drank ::: When I was born I drank water. =3

23 When do you want to get married? ::: 27 or older. Hmm. Should be older.

24 About my singing ::: No. Haha. Can't hit high pitches like normal girls.

25 About my dancing ::: LOL I don't dance.

26 Something I want these days ::: I want. Money. =D

27 When you’re home alone ::: Online

28 When you’re standing in front of the mirror ::: I tend to look at myself. lol

29 Clothes you’re wearing right now ::: Checkered short pants and T-shirt

30 How much money do you have in your wallet ::: Err RM200+ I guess but RM200 is for me to buy texts books. =( Left like a few RM only for myself.

31 What you want to buy for your girlfriend/boyfriend ::: I have no boyfriend so~ Nothing. lol

32 Does height matter to you ::: Yeah kinda.

33 What song do you sing when you go to sing karaoke ::: Japanese songs. But the karaoke usually don't have so yeah, I don't sing karaoke.

34. What would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed up ::: I will be so pissed off I wouldn't talk to them for awhile. But different with Seisyun though. =3 If it's them, I'll be disappointed. lol

35 What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you ::: I don't know.

36 How long will you be able to wait for the person you love ::: Depends on how much I love that person.

37 First kiss ::: Either my mum or dad. Not sure.

38 A feature you feel doesn’t need to be fixed ::: What feature?

39 Feature you feel should be fixed ::: ???

40 People you miss the most right now ::: Hmm. Yoshiki. XD lol No one actually, in real life.

41 First love ::: Form 4.

42 When you cried the most ::: Last year, april I guess? lol

43 When do you feel you’re grown up ::: I'm still a kid at heart. D=

44 What you don’t like ::: Cockroach.

45 When you felt happy ::: When I'm complimented. LOL. Or people agrees with me or doing the things I like. ^^

46 When you were most flabbergasted ::: What?

47 Best looking person of the opposite gender you’ve seen so far ::: O_O xD Wait, Yoshiki's not really good looking. Erm. Hmm. I can't recall. Yoshiki then. =D

48 Why aren’t you going out with anyone ::: Why? I don't know too! lol

49 What you feel towards that person ::: That person? Who?

50 What would you say to the people actually reading this?:: Hello! Whoever who read this please do the tag. LOL. Have a nice day! =D

51 Something you’re most worried about ::: Am I going to save enough money to go Taiwan and buy concert tickets.

52 When do you look most weak ::: When I'm in love. lol

53 How do you NOT get dumped ::: Er. I don't wanna get dumped. =(

54 3 things a person NEEDS ::: A person ah, money, water, air. LOL. For me, music, manga, err... internet?

55 Your grades in school ::: Not sure. Exam result releases this Friday! D=

56 #1 on your phone ::: Ah Yong? Actually can delete this number already. No contact 1 also. lol

57 Phone company ::: Sony Ericsson

58 Phone bill ::: Prepaid.

59 Place you want to go ::: Japan please.

60 Favorite TV program ::: Music Station, Music Japan, Animax, NHK. =3

61 Movie that pissed you off ::: Not sure, I don't really watch movies.

62 Movie you watched with most meaning ::: An Inconvenient Truth

63 Most recent movie watched ::: Erm... Enchanted.

64 Movie you want to recommend ::: Enchanted, Harry Potter, Sweeney Todd, An Inconvenient Truth, Transformers, Crying out loud in the center of the world.

65 If you could become a character inside a movie ::: Erm, I wanna be the main actress that gets to live happily ever after with the one she loves and her life.

66 How many net cafes are you a member to ::: I have internet at home.

67 Which do you go to most often ::: I went to V2 most because it's the most nearest to my house when I don't have internet. X_X

68 What you feel about this cafe? ::: Really nice! Classy. lol

69 What you want to say to the starter of the cafe? ::: Hello.

70 You believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love ::: =( That will be so sad.

71 What would you do if your parents didn’t bless your decision to get married ::: Try hard to convince them.

72 Do you think you’re a player ::: I hope not. =(

73 What time do you wake up ::: Depends on my class. lol

74 When you go to sleep ::: Depends on my class and physical condition. haha

75 If someone you met for the first time asked for your number ::: Erm. No. Depends.

76 What would you do if you liked someone at a meeting ::: Do nothing. I'm shy.

77 Celebrity you want to go out with ::: YOSHIKI THANK YOU!! Oh and Inzargi. xD

78 How many kids do you want ::: 2.

79 Something you really want to be good at ::: Instruments and getting dressed.

80 What I want to be in 10 years ::: Successful musician, cosplayer, blah. lol *dreams*

81 Someone you’re jealous of right now ::: Talented people

82 A word that you use a lot ::: ***

83 What I do when I first wake up ::: Look at my hp

84 What would you do if you picked up a million dollars ::: OMG THEN I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GO TAIWAN AND ALL THE OTHER CONCERTS!! XD

85 What would you do if you became invisible ::: I'll be a professional stalker. lol

86 Singer you think is the best singing live ::: Toshi. X3 Ah hide too!

87 Singers you don’t understand why they even sing ::: I remember there's one but I forgot who.

88 A kind of man you don’t like ::: Treat girls like trash/slave and mean.

89 A kind of woman you don’t like ::: Arrogant.

90 What would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you’re dating right now ::: I broke up with the one I'm dating 'cause he wasn't being a very good bf. It would be hard if the one that I'm dating is a really great bf.

91 What would you feel if you met someone you’ve broken up with ::: Erm. I usually turn away. I don't know why. But I seldom meet them anyway.

92 Most important possession ::: MY LOVELY COMICS and X JAPAN PHOTOBOOK! X3

93 What you do when you first get online ::: On MSN.

94 What surprised you the most ::: None.

95 What you do when you can’t fall asleep ::: When it's too hot in my room. =_=

96 What do you think you were in your past life ::: Cat.

97 If you were to be born again ::: I wanna be a girl. =3

98 What are you going to do after you finish this ::: Play Mero mero park. X3

99 How honest were you ::: Honest I guess.

100 What do you want to say ::: Hello~

Tags... 10 people. Whoever who hehe, read the answer at question 50 please do la. LOL



Saturday, October 11, 2008


X Japan is going Paris on my birthday,

and then Hong Kong,




These are the few place that they will be going for their world tour.

In their MySpace I've been seeing thousands of fans leaving their messages, and a few months ago, when they first announced that they were going to Taiwan, me and my sis was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!"

And we're not the only ones, the fans from Mainland China went crazy as well. The population of China surpasses the one at Taiwan, yet Taiwan got chosen. Simply not fair right?

Damn Taiwan always get the good stuffs. =_=

However a few days ago,

It's a news report saying that X Japan's going to have a concert at
Beijing National Stadium!!

HAR? You dunno where is Beijing National Stadium?? Bird Nest! Does that ring a bell?

YES it's where the Beijing Olympic 2008 is held! It can hold up to 80,000 PEOPLE!! 80,000!!!!! Oh ya and this was in today's Sin Chew paper. =D

*Steals from Kaede's blog*

Me and Kaede says that this concert will rock and tickets will be sold out even though it's 80,000+++ people, but my mum disagrees. Hohoho she doesn't know who X Japan is. Even my dad kept quiet 'cause he knows that it might be true that it'll be a success.

Damn it will be such an awesome live!! =D

X!!!!!!!! XD


Friday, October 10, 2008

Random random

Hello people what's up? lol

Didn't update much lately, 'cause there's nothing interesting in my life for now. Haha. Just some small events.

Yesterday I had the first blackout in my new house! xD I love blackouts!! I dunno why but whenever a blackout comes I'll be more energetic than when there's light.

Here's only 1 pic.

Wait there's one more.

Fear the doll

But the eletricity came back a few minutes later. Ceh.

Second thing is not new, but I still wanna blog about it! After seeing Reiko and Darren's blog on how nice BIG APPLE donuts are, I've been wanting to eat donuts... AND MIRACLELY, the Jusco near my house had the donut shop opened!! o.o It used to be a SPEEDY shop, but donut beats those CD shop with no nice CDs any day. =D

But I bought my Harry Potter VCDs there. =(

My favourite is the snowy... thing. I forgot the name but it's the one with the white surface. Sweet sugary GOODNESS!! =D

Speaking of sweet sugary goodness, check out this video.

You may skip if you don't want to watch the video, as the title said this is a random random post. lol

Another random thing.


lol I was bored. I had the picture of my full face shot at Friendster. I could post it here but I don't want to. lol




The dear vocalist of X Japan! Hahaha you're 43 years old now. If not mistaken you're at Brazil right? All the best to you and have a nice day! =3

Damn I sooooooooo wish I could save up enough money to go Taiwan so I can see him in person!! D= *in own world again* YOSHIKI!!! Eh I mean TOSHI!! xD




P/S: Last semester, my course had the music unit, which was awesome. X3 This semester, we had to study 8 SHORT STORIES. LOL. So weird! I wonder what other Liberal Arts subjects we have at Year 2. Hahaha.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

My 15 Little Secrets

lol I got tagged again! By kL, thanks~ =D Seeing this tag is so fun I immediately try it. lol

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG backs!

1. I rather spend money on comics than food, comics is ALL!
2. I love cute stuffs - Mamegoma, Cinnamorolls, all of them are LOVE!
3. I'm afraid of hair, damn geli.
4. I see Yoshiki as my God. I pray him. lol
5. Because I bought too many comics I usually can't remember till which volume I bought until, so there is 2 times that I bought the same volume. lol
6. My PC has more than 20GB of mp3s. I love music! XD
7. I'm a computer science student but I only formatted my PC myself once. haha
8. I don't like to format my PC because I I have too many things to backup so... damn troublesome.
9. I used to have like many phone accessories, but one day it fell, and all of my meaningful accessories were all gone and I never dare to put them again.
10. I never had pets, so I had Tamagotchi.
11. I have 3 alarms set, each of them is a X Japan song and when I stop the alarm it will have a Yoshiki picture displaying.
12. I bought a keyboard secretly and hid it at my friends house behind my parents back(but now it is back at my house lol).
13. I regret taking what I am studying now.
14. I wish to dye my hair pink.
15. My mum never lets me dye my hair. NEVER.

Tagging... Kaede, Reiko, Kim-chan, and whoever who wanna do this. =3 DO IT!! IT'S A FUN TAG!! lol



Monday, October 6, 2008

Dream and Tagged

Finally I started school today! I woke up today with nightmares. @_@ I set my alarm at 10 if not mistaken then I woke up at 10:15am with a terrible nightmare that I was late for my exam! In my dream it was like 7am and the exam starts at 7 and I just woke up(in my dream). Then I kinda woke up in real life. lol

Then I slept back with another nightmare. After my "exam", I felt that my teeth were coming off. O_O I hate dreams like these 'cause they always felt so real!! But when I spit them all out they were purple color crushed ice and my teeth were all fine. I was waiting for the second exam paper to take place, but when it's nearly time to exam I forgot where is the exam venue, so I called my class rep and he told me the exam venue is at KAJANG?!! WTF?

Luckily it's a dream if not I'll fail for sure lol.

Anyway I've been tagged by Kim-chan! Here it is!!

In this context, Him/Her or He/She is referring to the tagger.

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?
- Online friend. =3

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?
- Cute, friendly, funny, nice and crazy like me. XD

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you?
- Cinnamoroll flies and land at your face when sleeping. HAHAH XD

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you?
- Helping me update my poupee girl everyday while I couldn't online.

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
- omg then I'll be lesbian! O_O

6. If she/he became your enemy, you will..
- I will use Cinnamoroll to attack her! LOL

7. If she/he became your lover, she/he has to improve on..
- She has to become a guy! Or I have to become a guy. LOL

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- The reason is... Cinnamoroll follow me! Or Cinnamoroll follow her! lol wtf

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is...
- Purikura!!

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
- A fun person. ^^

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
- Shy, quiet, but my friends who know me knows that I'm crazy. =D

12. The character of you for yourself is...
- Loves music, anime, comics.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is...
- Lack of self-confidence.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is...
- Yoshiki. =D Yes him! =D

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- I love you all! =D

Ten people to tag :


# Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

# No.3 is a male or female ?

# If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?

# How about no.5 and no.8 ?

# What is no.1 studying about?

# Is no.4 single ?

# Say something about no.6 ?

Lazy to tag people la so whoever who wanna do just do la. LOL


Sunday, October 5, 2008

What I love

No pictures today, so if you are here for pictures, nope sorry no pictures to share, just some feelings I would like to let out. =/

In these holidays I've been doing completely nothing, most of the time just online or playing Harvest Moon. Also I went to the ACGC and recently got hooked on reading Lolita Secrets(got to know it from misshermes's MSN personal message lol). It made me realized something.

Some of you might know, I've been taking piano classes since April. I never expected that I would do so since when I was young I had turned down my mum's suggestion to learn piano. LOL I told her my hand would hurt. Well it will when you play too much and I still think that it will hurt.

But ever since I saw X Japan's Yoshiki, I was like wow. I never saw someone this amazing in my life. He plays the piano, he plays the drum, and composes different genres of song - Heavy Metal and beautiful classical. Fuck I'm so touched when I "discovered" him. And he's my inspiration now. And so I asked my mum whether I could learn piano, but noooooo 'cause we have no extra money for me to learn.

So being desperate, I used all of the money that I earned while working as a sales person to secretly buy a keyboard(hid it at my friend's house), and pay the fees myself.

Well the money eventually ran out so I used my allowance my mum gave me. My allowance was only RM150 each month so I have to minus RM90 from it and leave me RM60 to survive. However I minus RM10 from the RM60 as a saving which leave me RM50 to survive every month. D=

And I pulled it off really well, until the fees was increased to

I wanted to hide it forever but I certainly cannot survive 1 whole month with just RM 40. And it's getting really, REAAAAAALLLLYYY hard to find excuses to get out of the house for piano lessons during holidays.

So I told them, my parents, that I was learning piano.

My mum didn't like the idea of me lying, but my dad took it really well though and helped me paid my fees from that moment on. My mum later accepted it and my lovely keyboard came home and is now happily at my living room.

I was actually planning to buy a Nintendo DS Lite with that money but meh, I love my keyboard. =D

Before I took the piano class I was thinking, am I too old for this? But after getting to know from my sis's friend that learns piano, she said that she saw this old man at the piano exam and needed help on walking. O_O Determination aye?

I won't give up piano, and after a few years of piano, I will retake violin, 'cause it's still my favourite instrument of all. I gave up 'cause it's really REALLY HARD TO PLAY. lol

The next thing is, I love anime/manga. Well this isn't a secret, everyone I know in real life knows that I love to buy comics and spent A LOT on them. I got a cabinet of comics(will blog about them later) and I LOVE IT!!

Recently it's not enough anymore.

I know that all otakus owns figurine. I saw, I want BUT I was too cheap to buy them and I know I will never save enough money for it. And cosplaying. I've been saying that I want to cosplay since a few years ago yet I'm still here, with zero cosplays. I made myself believe that I will NEVER have enough money for them. Having comics is more than enough.

Until I went to ACGC 2008.

I saw cosplays. Figurines.


I was always alone, I was always in those excitement, alone. When I was there at the cosplay competition I was seeing all the anime lovers cheering and screaming with excitment while the competition was on. I wasn't alone. I won't have to go like "oh what song is this? oh it's from this anime bla bla bla". THEY ALL KNEW.

For the first time I feel this happiness grew inside of me. lol Yes exaggerating much but it's true. D= And the cosplayers look soooo lovely! Seeing the characters come to life, and Suigintou... I wanted to cosplay that about 4 years ago. And never did. Regret much? Yes. =(

After I used my allowance on piano classes I realized that I CAN SAVE money. I CAN!! I CAN BUY FIGUREINES, I CAN COSPLAY!!

However, I'm 21 soon. =( I see in the forums, most of them are so much younger than me. I feel old. =( I'm afraid I won't be accepted in the group, since I'm new and old. And I'm bad at socializing. It's awkward sometimes 'cause I really wanna meet new people, but I'm afraid of what people might think of me so in the end I just kept quiet.

AND I speak terrible english.

Sometimes I just wish that I won't care what people might think of what I'm saying.

Like in forums, I seldom join the chat afraid that I won't be accepted. So I just lurk around. =/

Now I'm trying to be a little more active in Comic Fiesta forums and also MA Kingdom. =/

I just wanna do what I wanna do before I get old and die. lol

Well, it's a start. =3



P/S: I won't tell my mum that though(cosplays). She hates these things. Sigh. Have to hide it from her again. =(

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Harvest Moon Talk




I don't know why I could play this game for so long without getting bored. Although you're just doing the same farm thing over and over and over again - planting crops, feeding barn animals, meet village people bla bla bla. BUT I played since... June last year. Then stopped for one year then continued playing and still loving it!

In case you don't know what harvest moon is, it's a farm game. lol You manage your farm, get along with people in the village and eventually get married with one of the village girls.

For more detail see here.

There's many versions of Harvest Moon, but I'm playing this one.

It's the girl version of Harvest Moon. I'm a girl wat, so I wanna play girl char! What for I wanna go tackle girl characters?
...Ok ok fine I played the guy version, got married(got a son even) and got bored. The game is horribly in mandarin, which I don't really like 'cause they look huge and square. @_@

So anyway I'm playing the girl version of it now, which is so much cooler comparing to the guy version. The character's name is Kei(of course). The farm name is Kurosaki Farm and she has a dog name ToraKameChi(Long name I know, but meh) and a horse name Toki. She also owns 4 chickens, 3 cows and 3 sheeps and one of the sheep is currently pregnant. lol

The only thing I notice different from the guy version(despite the fact that they are in different gender) is...

Girls can change clothes but guys can't! HAH!

It's alot of fun, well at least for me, I resumed playing this game ever since last week and I can't stop! D=

Here are some random shots.

Got blackout 1 ah. lol

Music Festival at the Church

My dog chasing away wild dogs


Attempt to kill


Playing disc catching

Tea Party with the Harvest Sprites budum!

Attending a wedding

Watching the moon with a guy =D

And lastly! Recent screenshot I got!


Ok back to the game now, bye!



P/S: It's my 5th year in the game and I'm still not married! D=

P/P/S: I saw in wikipedia that they are releasing Harvest Moon Online?! Man I WANNA PLAY THAT!! It's one of the games that I wished was a online game(the second 1 is Pokemon).

P/P/P/S: Man I should've write that my all time favourite game is Harvest Moon instead of Ragnarok Online!

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